Friday, January 30, 2009

Save me from Myself

All these years thinking to myself I don't have OCD Nah, not me, then today in the shower (after taking a shot of Brandy to calm my ass down)I realized I'm a compulsive worrier. I worry about every damn thing and if there is nothing to fret about I'll make shit up in my head. It's insane, there's this great wanda sykes stand up (I was trying to find it on Youtube to show you all) where she talks about women thinking to much and the thoughts running through her head before she sleeps and then she's like what time is it? I need to go to sleep. That's how I am. I wonder if there is like a Worriers anonymous out there or something or if I should just get relax tattooed in reverse on my chest like Guy Pierces tattoos in Memento. Mile a minute mind damn, and people tell me to write it down, well hell why didn't I think of that.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Don't worry, you're not the only one. If only a Worriers anoynymous existed I'd be a card carrying member.

Marcella said...

Yep, I'm the same way. I'm actually getting regular acupuncture treatment at my school for that, and it's the only thing that's worked.